this is not enough
Nothing can properly externalize the pain
...
At least happy gummy is on my calendar now :)
And I'm seeing Jasper today. We're going to hang out at their place. I love their mom— she's very nice to me and apparently asks Jasper about me somewhat often.
There is a certain joy I feel about my friends' parents liking me. Daegen's mom was super sweet when I met her, and Dae says she still asks about me and says I'm a good soul. Lizzie's mum has also said I'm welcome back in their house anytime. I miss playing Uno with Lizzie and her grandmother and hearing crazy stories about Australian Santa Claus. Liv's mom is an... interesting lady, but she apparently thinks I'm funny and is team David, so that's very nice. Koi's mom appreciates me a lot, too. She thinks the gifts I send them are adorable. I once inadvertently introduced a vocal stim to both of Koi's parents; I texted Koi the phrase "Wendy Tendys", and they read that out loud to their parents, and then both of them started saying it randomly for the next week or so, lolol.
Ahem. Tangent aside... I'm going to help Jasper organize their room and mail some packages too!